Friday, July 16, 2010

the sander glaives

situation is turnaround
visualization is robotic
wheels of items
eggs, life forms, breath

rumblings stones of colours
red clouds of sparse purple
lost in the wings of red maradium statues
every sense cell in the human skin and state is finely attuned to a direction
uniformly absorbing the senses of fear and illusion

the illusion that appears when fading from freedom and presence
the illusion of time and future
of happiness and sorrow

In the distance I see someone dressed in thin frame build with plastic. As he walked away, each section would bend and visually distort.
Sinking into a stream of ethreal water wave mass
Covering every nerve surrounding the body
In a cold enveloping splash
After each step
It continues until

It is everywhere, and invisible.

Danger and Love
The constant companions of each drop of breath
Each drop that goes unwilled
or un-imposed.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Tiny Organic Satelites

them
faces of times past
faces of the present

spoken and never seen
seen and never spoken

tiny organic satellites
of flesh and bone

pushed apart
yet drawn together
by an invisible thread

binding them
orbiting them

around invisible drugs

wind shapes a desert
smooth, deceptively beautiful
without touch

like the faceless faces
that blow away
like grains of sand
moved by an unseen force

lost and rarely noticed

floating beside one another
but never joining

their threads are not seen
but are unconsciously bound
by the seek for personal gain

cut from the same cloth
but folded and mended uniquely

perceptual distortions only blind
the beauty of humanity

perceptual distortions only stop
the love you give
the love you get

Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Routine; is the flow with you or against you?

This article may seem obvious to some people, especially women. But this is for myself. :-) I find that writing something and talking about it others makes me strive to be more congruent with myself. If I tell people about this stuff and I don’t actually follow it…. (It’s not going to happen, but you can see the influence it has on my congruency)

Routine can be a great tool, or it can make you a tool.

The bad routine:

The same every day tasks and activities that make life seem like a time portal more than a journey. So many people get caught into the trap of work, then retreating home to escapism: television and over-indulgence to name a few. They get up in the morning just to get by; not to strive for dreams. Before they know it, 30 years has gone by and no dreams or goals are ever achieved.

I’ll always make an effort to change my life, try new things, and never fall into an unproductive cycle. The bad routine makes goal hunting seem like a hope or goal itself.

The good routine:

Finding out what your goals are and integrating them into your daily lifestyle.

For example: I want to constantly learn something new every day, gain the best effects of meditation, build and maintain a fit body, and learn French.

My Morning routine: (Assuming I have enough time. If I don’t, I will finish the routine when I get home or reduce the amount of time in each activity)

  • Meditate 30 minutes
  • Read 30 minutes (Also done before bed)
  • Do light exercises (pushups, etc) for about 5 minutes to get blood flowing
  • Drink Matcha (Important… :-P)
  • Jump around, dance, listen to music, etc before I leave the house to get into state =D

Later in the day I could practice French and other tasks for as little at 10 minutes and still gain benefit if it is maintained every day.

Other Routines: Not always daily.

  • Write one article per week
  • Weight training 3+ times per week
    • 20 minute power cardio after each event
  • Lots more… I’m not posting my whole damn list.

Thanks to a female friend of mine, I decided to use a checklist. I found this iPhone app, “ToDo” that does the job quite nicely. It’s so satisfying to check off the list!

Summary

Without a solid schedule of routines, I find myself slipping into the void of procrastination and being unproductive. Small allocations of time in a given activity still prove beneficial if maintained as a daily routine. This maximizes the attention span of the human mind.

Transfer your long and short term goals into tasks that you can do every day. Never lose sight of your goals. Use your goals and aspirations as fuel to wake up in the morning and live life with passion.

Use routines to your advantage, or be sucked into the circle of dissatisfaction.

Remember: I’m not emotionally attached from my opinions. I want you to argue with me. I learn from arguing. Let me know if I’m ignorant, speak your mind!

Monday, March 29, 2010

Inner peace, world peace, and you.

Inner peace, world peace, and you

“When I was a young man, I wanted to change the world. I found it was difficult to change the world, so I tried to change my nation. When I found I couldn't change the nation, I began to focus on my town. I couldn't change the town and as an older man, I tried to change my family. Now, as an old man, I realize the only thing I can change is myself, and suddenly I realize that if long ago I had changed myself, I could have made an impact on my family. My family and I could have made an impact on our town. Their impact could have changed the nation and I could indeed have changed the world. ~Author Unknown “

Glimpses of truth would periodically flash inside my mind during my first 6 hour meditation retreat on Saturday. Every time I'd exhale it felt as if tense mental knots in my mind are being loosened and straightened out. It's a feeling so difficult to put into words. It's like if I was to describe what a banana tastes like to someone who's never tried it before. It is something that has to be experienced for one's self. I sometimes thought of meditation as a selfish act. I thought that the only purpose of meditation was to help my mind, but I now realize that it is so much more than that. Achieving inner peace with a clear and open mind is not only beneficial to one's self, but to society as well.

Every interaction with a peaceful mind can transfer knowledge, happiness, and wisdom. Emotions are contagious, and spreading joy and happiness is a great contribution to society. I've learned that everyone in the world is essentially made out of the same dough. Our mind labels people differently based on their life experiences and sets of beliefs. Everyone is ignorant in their own way, and this ignorance and lack of an open mind is what causes so much conflict in the world. Understanding that one's is ignorant in some ways is a bold step to create peace amongst society. I'd like to think that I have a general love for everyone in the world, despite any differences and life experiences that causes my mind to label them differently. People don't always choose how they want things to happen. The fact that I am writing this article write now is based on my genetic code and life experiences in the same way that a murderer can justify killing someone. We didn't choose our selves.

All anger comes from within. Nobody can make me angry, but someone can sure cause me to generate anger from within myself. When confronted with anger and hatred towards me, I am now trying to understand what got someone to that position. If someone has hatred towards me, they essentially had no choice. Instead of encouraging negative behaviour, I am trying to use soothing words to replace those of anger and hatred. I see hatred as just another guise of ignorance. If I could always conduct myself in a loving manner for others, my shroud of ignorance would fade and the world would be a better place to live in.


I discovered that being immersed in the present moment is a key part of success and happiness, and it is something that many forget to do.

“I cannot wait to finish school so I can work. I cannot wait to buy my first house. I cannot wait to get married. I cannot wait to retire. I cannot wait to... die?”

Enjoy your current position in life, as well as each breath in every moment.


My mind always seems to be wandering in some direction at any given time. This wandering of the mind makes the task in front of me seem fade to gray and become insignificant. Many people worry for the future too much, causing them to never truly live there life the way it is currently. The past or the future exist only within the mind. If the mind is empty, the only thing existing is the present moment. Meditation is essentially practicing the ability to focus on one thing. It therefore silences the mind and makes it empty.

The more I meditate the more I realize how much I need to do it. I catch my mind wandering more often than I used to now that I know to look for it. Practicing meditation helps me maintain my focus in the moment and it brings out colour in a sometimes gray reality.

The teachings of Zen Buddhism are seemingly infinite, and they are a constant learning experience for me. My knowledge on the topic is still very shallow, and it is only truly internalized and understood when discovered within. So if you are curious, discover it for yourself. Learn to practice meditation for inner peace, and for the peace of others. Be the change that you want to see in the world.

Sunday, January 10, 2010

Quick poem draft; every breath

Every breath
Balanced and synchronous with a mind that is empty
Not too deep never too shallow
An empty mind that soaks the now like a sponge
Brightening colours and warming the heart
Unbound by our psychological timeline

Inhaling truth and exhaling tension
I smile not for what future could bring
Or for the past that I have learned from 
I smile for the path I am passively creating 
And the life I am exploring
This very moment

A rush of joy flows through my body
With attachment to seemingly nothing

I am alive    
I am being



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this is a draft that I did on the skytrain with my iPhone